Hello peeps and tiddley peeps!

I have had some rubbishy feelings living in me recently, I have been crabby and tired all the time! This has meant that I have neglected my bible study and my time with God has been totally on my terms, fitting him in during the day when I have a minute. I know this isn't the way it is supposed to be, so I am going to make an effort to change. I would really like to 'be still' and make time for God, instead of utilising my spare five minutes for a 'fast food' relationship with Him. I find this so hard in the working week when I'm at school but I really have no excuse for my neglect to that last week, so this is me baring my soul and showing the cracks that exist within. I think this has made me realise that if God input time isn't a priority it really shows on the output. I haven't been the most thoughtful person recently and for this I am sorry, but you can't take back what has happened in the past you can only try and learn from your mistakes. So I am going to try and practice something that Jesus was keen on and that's forgiveness, and I hope that my brothers and sisters can lend me the same grace,
love to you all, j xxx